understand who i am…
wonder what i will be…
reach for words that don’t simply sound right but actually mean something…
breathe deep…
be real…
sometimes so frustrated I want to quit…
sometimes so frustrated that I can’t…
cry…
laugh…
dig into the deepest parts of my being…
turn a deaf ear to the lies of mediocrity that surround me…
see God more clearly…
love more deeply and with eyes open wide…
find beauty in all things…
listen…
remember…
look up…
try harder and try harder and try harder…
….

music makes me…